Where we're going next — My family's leap of faith into the futureCheryl Gottlieb Boxer
It’s likely that you’re filled with strong and possibly conflicting emotions: pride in your student and their accomplishments, sadness about leaving them and concern about their ability to navigate what’s ahead. You are also probably exhausted from the logistics involved in getting them and their stuff to campus. The past few weeks have not been easy.
Your student is probably also a bundle of emotions and nerves. If they have been grumpy, know that it’s normal. It’s nothing you said or did; it’s just that this is hard for them, too. If drop off doesn’t go exactly as you anticipated, don’t worry — you‘ll have many other chances to say “goodbye” as well as “hello.” Luckily, this first college goodbye is one of the hardest. It does get easier.
Perhaps you’re reading this and thinking, “Wow, what is she talking about? I’m not sad at all!” You may even be downright relieved that move-in day has finally arrived, especially if the end of summer was difficult. This is fine, too. Own however you feel — there’s no right or wrong.
Although your son or daughter may no longer be living under your roof, some things will stay the same. Most important: know that your child will always love and need you. But there are a lot of changes ahead as well.
This first college goodbye is one of the hardest. It does get easier.
You won’t know what’s going on with your student in the same way you did when they were at home. If you don’t hear from them as much as you’d like, especially in the beginning, don’t be too concerned. When my sons were in college, days and days would go by without any communication from them. Your student will be busy making new friends, learning their way around campus and settling into a new routine. It may be hard for you to adjust to hearing about their new life in pieces; you’ll have to fit those pieces into a larger picture as you would a puzzle.
Be prepared to hear from your student when they are upset. I was caught off guard the first time my son called and said he was unhappy because it seemed to come out of nowhere. It took a while, but eventually he figured things out. The problem was that whenever my sons told me about a crisis, I would get distressed — then they’d neglect to mention when things were resolved. So, I remained worried while they were out having fun. The lesson: take their complaints and concerns seriously but keep things in perspective. That may sound like an impossible balancing act, but as a parent you’ve already had experience on the high wire. Which leads to the next point…
Don’t worry too much (although if you are anything like me, that may be really difficult). While I can guarantee your student will make mistakes along the way — they’re supposed to — they will also make great comebacks.
With a child off to college, your family dynamic will change. Of course you’ll miss your son or daughter, but you’ll also have the opportunity to focus more attention on other family members, including yourself.